Dear God, my aunts flow came again. My inability to get pregnant threw my life plans into chaos. I no longer can really concentrate on my work. Always trying to relax hoping it will help with conceiving.
Being older every month and not knowing how to solve the infertility also vexed me. Some of the doctors says Woody’s white blood cell level is still acceptable. Others says its the cause. But all of them have not cure for his prostatisis and put us in the unexplained category.
So I lost so much focus from my career. I even worry if I can go jogging and do active sports. This period really takes a lot of fun out of my life.
Dear God, please have mercy on us.