Dear God, I am being materialistic. But my biggest worry for quitting to try for a child is losing my cushy income.
I am just another material girl on the street who likes the pink diamond earrings, the ultra green jade bangle, organic spa products and all.
Stopping work would means no more such indulgence. Which is a big stress for me too. I have grown so use to buying luxury and indulgence because my pay can afford it.
I am going to miss all these.
Please bless me with the simple mind and peace while I make this big decision.
Dear Woody is so loving. He said he would give me half his pay net of all his expense (like parents allowance, insurance, income tax and mortgages).
I am blessed to have him.