Dear God, it has been a month since we found out granny had stomach cancer. Late stage.
I have lost the ability to be happy almost all. Because she is not just my grandmother, she is my mother, my hero, my survivor and the one person who solely showered me love in my entire 35 years.
I wish she can be with me forever. Very painful to say goodbye. But everyday she suffers more pain. Everyday she grows more frail.
God, I pray you would take her pain away. Love her like the way she loves us all.
My heart is totally broken. We are totally broken. May we be strong in this difficult time.